PARANORMAL
JOURNAL ENTRIES
Daniel W. VanArsdale
It's
a poor sort of memory than only
works backwards. -The White Queen
This is a chronological list of possible
paranormal
experiences. Most involve apparent precognition in dreams or waking
states, by myself or someone I knew well. There is no second hand
retelling of other's stories here, though I suspect that the majority
of people
who record many dreams will also experience surprising "coincidences."
The accounts are mostly from my personal journal which I have
kept, sporadically, since 1968. This journal now comprises 23 volumes.
In the first several years dream accounts predominated, often followed
by
interpretations from a psychological perspective. Later more daily life
was recorded, and in the past few years very few entries of any kind
appear. I never expected this writing would be made public, so some of
it
is in an abbreviated style, and most of it was not composed with the
care I would now prefer. However, to provide the best evidence for or
against paranormal content, I have preserved here much original text.
Such text is always dated, and appears in quotes. There
may be minor edits but only if they do not effect evidential value.
Deletions may be indicated by "..." Particular thoroughness is
exercised
in those several cases where a
dream was written down before events happened that matched dream
content. Recently composed comments are dated "3/2010." Some of the
accounts are not significant evidence for the paranormal. These are
given for their possible interest, or to make some point. Of the
anticipated events here, none were of any great significance to myself
or others. It is all trivia, as far as I can tell.
In a final section I have identified some recurrent features of the
precognitive dreams here, and offered some general comments about
precognition. This subject is not only an
unwelcome guest in
the scientific world view, neither does it fit in comfortably with
religious
philosophies. When
I began recording my dreams over 40 years ago I did not believe that
"precognition" was possible, nor was it my intent to put it to a test.
However the following personal experiences eventually convinced me of
its reality, though whether there
is a "knowing" involved, or just some mysterious and noisy convergence,
who can say? In any case, the world appears to be far more complicated,
more interconnected, than we can currently comprehend.
CONTENTS:
1.Phantom Home 2.Hotakino
3.Heidi Remembered 4.Calling Danny 5.Surprise Permission 6.Out of Control 7.Capadoccia
8.Special Delivery 9.Black Uniforms 10.Triple Coincidence 11.Snow Queen 12.Crab
or Lobster 13.White Rainbow
14.Superior Hangings 15.Freed Animals 16.Tunnel Flower 17.Quatal Nunashish 18.Buda Pest 19.Piano
Tuner 20. Amazing Glass
21. Shadow Shadow 22.Twin Pipes 23. Analysis
1. Phantom Home

1945, age 8. Text: 3/2010. From memory.
From 1943 to 1946 my family lived in a
small
house on the summit of the Palos Verdes Hills (southwest of Los
Angeles). The house was adjacent to a Press Wireless receiving station
where my father
worked. At this time there were few roads or structures in the area. We
were surrounded by open fields which were usually
planted in lima or
garbanzo beans. One day I walked about a half mile to the south along a
dirt road. I heard music playing, and looked across the fields, about a
mile, to a
spot where there was a ramshackle dwelling abandoned when its Japanese
residents were interned. But instead of seeing this "jap shack" (as the
locals called them), I saw a well maintained home with a green yard.
The music
was coming from this house. I was surprised that a house could have
been built so quickly, but took it as a fact. When I returned home I
told my mother where I had seen this new house. She said this was
impossible, that no construction had taken place there. The next day I
looked for the new house but it was no longer to be seen. Instead the
ramshackle dwelling was back in its place, surrounded by dry weeds. My
brother
and I explored the area. The image to the right is of a small (3.7
inch
high)
bottle that I
found in a refuse pile next to the abandoned house.
2. Hotakino
9/11/1968. Oxnard, California. From journal, volume #1.
DREAM: "I hear the words: 'The name is
...' Then there is a pause and I
expect my name - 'VanArsdale' - but the sentence is finished with
'Hotakino.' " END
3/2010
I recently searched the WWW for "Hotakino" The only matches referred to
its use as a pseudonym on two juvenile role playing sites, presumably
by just one
person. I was unable to contact this person. I do not see any
paranormal content to the above dream, and include it here only on the
chance that the person who has used "Hotakino" will find this page with
a search and contact me. Perhaps other coincidences will then come to
light that make this more interesting.
The web is so vast that any random two syllable word is likely to be
found, especially when foreign languages are considered. "Hotakino"
has four syllables, and it ranks as an oddity that a match was found.
This is supported as follows: I searched with Google for "_otakino"
where the first letter was substituted for by each letter of the
English alphabet. The only find other than "Hotakino" was "Potakino,"
which is a Russian place name.
3. Heidi
Remembered
9/1969, Camarillo, California. Recorded in the evening in Oxnard. From
journal, volume #1.
DREAM (Heidi): "She goes out
with a
man
(sometimes me but changing toward the end) for an evening date. He
drives a car in which the back has room to sleep in. That back and the
whole car are beige. They go to a movie which costs $4.10 apiece.
Later,
though the back of the car is available, they go to a motel. They get a
room upstairs. There is a large window out of which she sees a car go
by in the night. This slightly disturbs her and her escort pulls the
drapes." END
9/1969. Oxnard, California. From journal, volume #1.
COMMENT: "This is perhaps the
only dream Heidi ever reported to me - certainly the most detailed. She
told it to me early in the evening, expressing
surprise that she remembered it so well. We ate dinner at a
Chinese restaurant in Oxnard and went to a friend's house where I was
staying (he was still in Arizona). While standing before a sliding
glass door, a look of recognition crossed her face and she commented on
the similarity to the dream - a car had passed as she walked up. [At this same time Heidi put her hand
to her right temple and complained of the onset of a migraine headache,
a condition she frequently suffered from.] I
pulled the drapes, feeling she felt observed (having either forgotten
or
not been told of this act in the dream yet). Later in the evening we
drove back to her home in Camarillo. I had used her car (as I often
did). Parked in front of her house she looked back and was surprised by
the similar appearance of her car to the one in the dream. For her
father had taken out the back seat to move some
prunings (deciding to after her dream). The
upholstery in the back was also beige and there was a pillow [and
blanket] there.
Before, in telling the dream the first time, we had both assumed the
car with sleeping room represented my truck which had a camper [with a
bed]. The association with her car had not occurred to us until she
looked back then. And until this time I had not thought much about the
dream
or its correlation with the present. But then she asked 'I suppose
you're going to tell me the meal was $4.10?' I
couldn't remember at first (also momentarily
didn't remember the $4.10 from the dream) but
soon realized it was in fact $4.10 ( two
combination dinners at $1.95 apiece plus 20 cents tax). And I also remembered that her dream account was $4.10.
Further, I had
decided to go to this
restaurant before seeing her and had even
planned to get this same
order. She had never been there before. And I had considered going to a
movie (not unusual) and thought about going upstairs with her in my
friends house. During this evening she had a headache."
3/2010. Lompoc.
Except for some minor editing, I have exactly reproduced the brief
description of the dream above, as I
recorded it in 1969 after Heidi told it to me, probably later that same
evening. The comment is
likewise preserved, but some additional information of this well
remembered event has been added and appears in brackets.
The original writing is awkward, but considering the purpose here I
have left it largely intact. This event occurred some time after Sept.
18, 1969 (the date of the previous entry in my journal), but I failed
to
enter a date for it. According to the
Social Security Death Index, Heidi died in 2006. It was
this dream that first forced me to take precognition seriously.
4. Calling Danny
1969. West Los Angeles, Pico Blvd. From memory, 3/2010.
I was lying on my back on my bed on a Saturday afternoon, alone in my
apartment. I dozed off a bit, which was rare for me at that age. I had
a dream, or more like a hypnagogic hallucination, that I heard the
phone ring. I picked up the receiver and an unfamiliar female voice
said "Danny?"
I awoke immediately and marveled at the seeming reality
of the experience (the phone was not ringing), and thought about it.
The only people who still called me "Danny" were my mother and brother.
But this was not my mother's voice. Just then the phone actually did
ring. I picked up the receiver and heard, in an unfamiliar female
voice, "Danny?" It turned out to be a friend of my mother who had known
her in Saudi Arabia, and had just visited her in Florida. My mother had
given this woman my phone number in Los Angeles to call me because she
was coming out here. I was not told to be expecting a call. This is the
only time in my adult life that I have gotten a call from someone, who
was not my mother or brother, who called me "Danny."
I did not record this experience in my journal. But over
the years I have told it to many people and remember it well. By
contrast I have rarely recounted precognitive dreams, which are more
complicated. Often the listener to this will respond with a similar
experience of their own, such as thinking of a person just before they
call. .
5. Surprise Permission
January 21-22,
1970. Los Angeles. From journal, volume #2.
"Went to bed using the 'meditation on the throat' technique to enter
the
dream state consciously."
DREAM: "I got up & went to bathroom, came back, my pants
dropped on the floor & stayed there. I got in the bed. The sleeping
bag mat was on the floor beside me. I got off the bed and lay on my
back on it. My knees were against my chest. Either I or someone was
holding my legs this way. ... There was an
uneasiness - as if resistance against a sexual advance - resistance and
helplessness. Suddenly I realize I am hallucinating the experience -
not 'dreaming' - or dreaming and knowing it ..." END
"PS. Afternoon that day - the Yoga position - told us to
fart - the mat - unexplained pain in throat - ... shoes were taken
off."
3/2010
Later that day, after
I had written down the above preface and dream exactly as above, I went
to a scheduled yoga class at UCLA. We exercised on mats about the
size of a sleeping bag mat. Well into the class the instructor had us
lie on our backs and bring our knees up to our chests and hold them
that way. He then embarrassed us all (I presume), by advising us that
we should go ahead and "fart" now, that this position was designed for
that. No one in the class farted. At the same time I noticed an
unexplainable pain in my throat. Only when writing the PS, in the
evening of the same day, did I connect this pain in the throat with the
"meditation on
the
throat" technique that I had used the previous night. I am aware
that the PS reads as if not written on the same day, but it was. This
was in my second journal, and only later did I strive to be more
accurate and complete with my entries.
6. Out of
Control
5/22/1971. New Port Richey, Florida. From journal, volume #3.
DREAM: [Much omitted]
"Later I am alone in the back seat of the car in a small local town.
... The wind is blowing strongly and I notice an approaching whirlwind.
I'm concerned that it may move the car (which is parked next to a lawn
- court house?). It [the whirlwind] centers on the car and
the car moves over the curb and onto the grass. Other whirlwinds appear
and the car moves faster and faster in one large circle.
I think of trying to get into the front seat but I debate that it may
be dangerous to climb over, or that I don't have time. The car is going
at a dangerous speed (40 mph) and I fear it will hit something." END
COMMENT: " ... But most interesting is the fact
that the manifest content seems based on a scene in a movie I saw the
day after the dream! (Fathom
- Raquel Welch - saw the
last part of this movie). In one scene she was alone in a light
airplane that was spinning down out of control. She struggled to get
into the front seat to control the plane."
3/2010.
The movie Fathom is available
for online viewing on Netflix. I recently watched it and confirmed that
the scene described above was present.
7. Cappadocia
8/26/1971, 4 AM. New Port Richey, Florida. From journal, volume #3.
DREAM: "I am a leader - or
usually just a
working member
- of
a construction crew that is erecting a sky-scraper in an ancient town
in the Middle East someplace (Turkey?). The
town's name is 'Selechrine' (pronounced 'Selekreen') and is an
archaeological site of an ancient city (later ascertained to be early
Christian or Byzantine). Its main feature is a labyrinth of vast
tunnels and underground churches. The new construction is understood to
be a hotel for tourists, though there are virtually no people presently
living at the site. ...
"I am on the 15th and top floor of the uncompleted
building; the floors are not in, but others and myself move about
unconcerned on the girders high above the ground. [Much omitted] Now
... I descend from the building and enter the tunnels.
"(This phase of the dream is somewhat distinct and more
interesting than above). The tunnels are perhaps 50 feet high - and
further down
them I will find high vaulted chambers like underground
cathedrals. I think of the enchantment of them - wonder at their
antiquity, but Christian symbolism makes me think 'they are not so old
after all.' [Much omitted] Now I begin to see vast underground chambers
- all made
with stone - their interiors dilapidated and worn - damp and in shadows
- but always the overhead vaults secure. Projecting stones appear on
the floor. I have turned about now and am returning to the
surface. In an underground cathedral on my left I see a robed man and
wonder if these holy places are still being maintained. Continuing
upward, soon a man overtakes me from behind and talks to me (always
slightly behind me and out of sight). He speaks of his regular long
walks in this and other tunnels. I don't speak for some time - and I
wonder if he is a denizen of these regions - perhaps some occult
figure. But now he mentions he is working on other tourist buildings in
the area - a complex called 'Futurama.' "
3/2010 (Using notes made on 8/26/1971, afternoon)
I recorded this dream and the first comment on it upon awakening at 4
AM. The above
fragments are exact quotes from that record. At about noon that same
day my mother suggested I look at an
issue of Aramco World magazine
(May - June,
1971) that I had not seen before. She thought I
might like to look at some pictures of birds it contained. Taking it
up,
I noticed that an old friend whom I had met in Saudi Arabia in 1954 had
an article in it - The Caves of
Cappadocia. I read it for a while
without associating it with the dream, until I came to words about the
underground "imitation vaults" and pictures of "cave-churches."
Cappadocia is a Byzantine archaeological site in Turkey. I thought of
the unseen man in the dream who was working on "Futurama." Skeptical, I
wondered if I could have seen the article before and forgotten about
it. No, I would surely have remembered an article by my friend of years
before. Though we had not maintained contact, I remembered his name
well, and knew that he was employed by Aramco. I documented this
apparent precognition shortly after first seeing the magazine. The
complete record of the "Cappadocia" dream and comments made the same
day
appear here. I still possess
the
spiral bound journal book (#3), and keep the issue of Aramco World inside
it.
8.
Special
Delivery
10/1/1971. New Port Richey, Florida. From journal, volume #3.
DREAM: [Much omitted] "Then someone
entered my room - I didn't see him but it was a male
voice telling me the 'blimp racing team' at UCLA had dreamed of me and
... they would be contacting me."
3/2010 (based on notes of 10/1/1971)
After a bit more of the dream I awoke with the feeling that the dream
was precognitive, but could think of no one from UCLA that might
contact me. Suddenly the door bell rang. It was a special delivery
letter for me from the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration
in Boulder, Colorado. I was not at all expecting to hear from them
because they had returned some employment forms I had submitted several
weeks before. My image of this organization was that they were the
people who released weather balloons (cf. blimps). I had gone to
college at the University of Colorado in Boulder, and also to UCLA. I
had no chance to record this dream before the fulfilling event
occurred, but did so in detail after receiving the special delivery
letter. I have uploaded the complete dream and original commentary here. I put the envelope in my
journal. It is still there.
9. Black Uniforms
11/25/1971, 3 AM. Live Oak, Florida. From journal, volume #3.
DREAM: "I am living in times
of great protest among the youth. It may be contemporary but there is
some implication it is in the future ...There is to be a great rally in
a large oval stadium. I join crowds headed for the stadium. We cross a
river and enter the stadium. ... We take a position before the crowds
in the stands. I look to our right and see armed troops dressed in
black and standing in ranks." [Much omitted]
11/25/1971, 7:30 PM. Live Oak, Florida.
"Recorded previous dream in the morning. That
afternoon
I heard there
was going to be a Thanksgiving Parade in Live Oak [where we were
visiting relatives of my mother]. I had not known of this parade
previously. I walked over to the court house where the band stand was
(a decorated flat bed truck trailer), and situated myself across the
street from it. After a while the parade started up and after a few
lead vehicles the local junior Naval ROTC marched by. They came from my
right, in ranks, with rifles, dressed in black! Compare this to the
dream report: 'I look to our right and see armed troops dressed in
black and standing in ranks.' ... the parade proceeded in the direction
of a football stadium. ... It should be noted that I saw one of these
boys in uniform before the parade, but after the dream. However I
could have arranged myself so the unit came from
my right. Note again
(cf. "Cappadocia'') that the dream itself had
a
'time travel' theme."
10. Triple Coincidence
Events: 12/1971. New Port Richey, Florida. From
memory, 3/2010.
Sometime during 1971 I had briefly discussed precognitive
dreams with my father, and he did not believe that the phenomenon was
possible. Neither had I until a close friend had
a convincing example a couple years before. My father's disbelief in
precognition did not concern me, but his rejection of even the
possibility of consciousness after death seemed to be one cause of his
depressing belief that his life was meaningless.
I had been speculating about the nature of consciousness,
thinking of an individual awareness as manifesting whenever certain
processes took place.
Based on these speculations, I hatched a quirky plan to try to induce
my father to have a precognitive dream, hoping that this might greatly
expand his belief in what was possible. Precognitive dreams had forced
me to recognize that there was much about the world that we did not
know. However I did not
expect this to work - for one, my father did not seem to be
interested in his dreams, and I could not remember him ever recounting
one to me. Still, one night, after he had gone to bed, I went
to the beach
several blocks away and spent a couple hours going through a procedure
that I had devised based on my speculations about consciousness. This
involved repetitive
visualizations attempting to produce in my own brain the essential
process that gave rise to my father's consciousness, and attempting to
make a change therein that might cause a noteworthy dream.
The next morning my father acted no different than he normally did, and
I assumed that my odd project had no effect on him. Living in the house
next to us was an elderly couple my father called "Captain and Kitty."
In the early afternoon Kitty called my father and asked him to take her
husband to the hospital, something he had done before as I recall.
Neither my mother nor I went with him. Soon after my father returned
from the hospital he said this to us.
"Last night I had a
strange dream. I kept hearing a voice over and over saying that it
wanted to give me a number. Finally, figuring it might be a number I
could bet on, I asked what the number was. The voice said 'one twenty
nine.' I asked what the number meant. The voice said 'You will find
out.' That was the end of the dream, and I remembered it when I woke
up, but did not think much about it. Later, after I had gotten the
Captain into his hospital room, I turned to Kitty and told her to be
sure to remember the room number so she could find it when she came to
see the Captain the next day. I looked up at the room number and it was
one twenty nine, the same number in the dream."
As I recall, neither I nor my mother said much in
response, and I never again talked to my parents about this incident.
They have since both passed away. There is another "coincidence" to
this, my birthday is January 29, in other words, 'one twenty nine'! I
did not even think of this until the next day or so. Though I had
written down many dreams in my journal, including some dreams of
others, I never recorded these strange
events until now. For this reason I do not know the date of the
incident, though it likely was in December, 1971.
I acknowledge that the following two objections carry some weight.
(1) Since I did not record the events at the time, considerable drift
or elaboration in important details could have occurred over the
decades. Possibly, but I remember with total certainty that my father
reported a precognitive dream on the one night that I attempted to
induce him to have such a dream. I referred to this event briefly in a
1984 journal entry and again in 1994 (see below).
(2) My father could have simply made up the dream after he returned
from the hospital, perhaps in order to please me. In that case, there
is only the coincidence of the timing of my visualizations and his
contrivance - this being curious but not constituting strong evidence
of a paranormal event. This objection is not easily refuted, unless one
knew my father and thus knew how unlikely he would have sought to
deceive me in this way, even if done thinking it was in my best
interest. More likely, my father thought that my interest in
precognition was harmful to me. Nor can
deception by others explain the
first
precognitive dream I reported above involving the images of Cappadocia.
1/29/1994. 11:23 PM. Oxnard, California. From journal, volume #19.
"Ate lunch with Bruce at Tugs. Later I told
him
of my little miracle in New Port Richey, and my method of 'making
things happen' by pattern matching. I won't see him again before he
goes in for the bone marrow transplant Monday. I gave him a hug when I
left."
11. Snow Queen
7/26/1975. Los Angeles
(recorded in Oxnard). From journal, volume #3, 6 page
stapled insert. Some minor revision. 
"Charmaine's Precognitive Imagery."
"Yesterday evening (Friday) I went to
Los Angeles to
see Charmaine for the
first time in many months. After dinner we bought tickets for a movie (The Fortune) and first browsed in a
small store near the theater in Westwood. It had a large stock of note
cards - many with children's book illustrations. I bought three, showed
them briefly to Charmaine but it was rather dark at the time. The next
morning she told me how her therapist was having her create images and
act in them. She had mentioned this briefly before I had bought the
cards the day before. In one of her images she imagined herself on an
ice flow, there was a throne and her therapist had her imagine sitting
on it. When she told me this I realized I had a card of "The Snow
Queen" illustrating a Hans Christian Anderson story. Producing this we
noticed it had a woman sitting on a throne on a block of ice in an ice
flow! In another image she had seen herself as wet, emerging from the
ocean, not knowing which way was home, and getting a ride in a
passing vehicle. These exact elements were present in the movie we saw.
"
" ... I
am not
sure how much, if any, of the snow queen's image she told me before I
bought the card - certainly not the ice flow. Until her image was
described I hadn't noticed that the throne was on an ice flow on the
card. Recall that J. W. Dunne (An
Experiment
with Time) said day dreams had as much future content as regular
dreams."
3/2010.
I seem to have lost the notecard of the Snow Queen. But a web search
suggests it was by Edmund Dulac. This appears above. There is a good
chance that Charmaine had seen this image before and this influenced
the visualizations with her therapist. And it is no great
coincidence if I picked this card independently. The anticipation of
the movie
imagery is more difficult to explain. I did not record this in
sufficient detail, and my memory of it has faded. The movie The Fortune is available only on
VHS, and at a high price. I have not seen it again to check the above
description.
12. Crab
or
Lobster
8/17/1975. Huntington Beach, California (recorded in Oxnard). From
journal, volume #3, 6
page stapled insert.
"Met a woman, Judy, in Huntington Beach whom I was
matched with in a
computer dating service. She had a 3 year old boy. Shortly before
the child was to go to the baby sitter he began to cry. I went in to
his room and got him to talking about his books. He started telling me
about his favorite - Donald Duck as a detective. On one page was a
picture of 5 or 6 sea animals. He pointed to the picture and named the
creatures. But he called a lobster a crab. His mother (on my correcting
him) said she was the source of the misidentification.
"Later I was watching television with his mother.
Toward the end of the
Cher Show people were dressed as food. A man had a crab around his
neck. Cher said something like "it should have been a lobster."
3/2010.
It could probably be checked to see if
the Cher TV show in question had been broadcast prior to Judy
misidentifying a lobster as a crab. If so, Judy could have seen it,
making her
more inclined to make the misidentification. If not, this may be a
precognition,
with reversal, of the line in the television program she was to see
later that night. Her making this error can be seen as constituting a
minor cerebral dysfunction, which could make precognition more likely,
as a migraine headache may also.
13. White
Rainbow
7/8/1984, 9:10 PM. Dream that morning. Oxnard, California. From
journal, volume #5.
DREAM: [First paragraph omitted] "In one scene I am in a vacant
lot next to an
old
(brick?) building. I see what I think is a fossil next to the building.
Then, in fear, I think it is a live snake. Then I see it is dead, and
all that is left is its skin over a fine network of bones (more like
some vegetable husk than a vertebrate skeleton). The head of the snake
is thrust inside a hole in the building.
"The scene shifts to a gray hill. An old man
is
summoning me. He says 'use me,' and implies he has much to teach me. He
is hardy looking,
wizened, but not educated. I doubt if he has much to teach
me, but out of respect I go to him. He points out to the horizon. Above
the horizon is a large hood of gray clouds. Only a little line of
bright sky shows under the clouds and [above] the horizon. Here are
four white bands of light. They are
all that can be seen of a rainbow. The old man makes a point of the
rainbow being double.
The second rainbow comes in more clear now. I wonder why the
light is white, instead of the spectral hues.
"The man says the doubling of the rainbow, its
appearance, is prophetic - he says something like 'you should be very
concerned about
that.'
"Trying to guess his intent, I say 'you mean
that this means its
going to rain a lot?' He says yes, but I am doubtful."
7/8/1984, 9:15 PM. Oxnard.
COMMENTS: "I told Sharon of these dreams - but wrote
them in the evening. While driving back from a day in Santa
Barbara ..., a little north of Ventura, I looked in the mirror
and saw a strange glow behind - around and under a heavy but
discontinuous blanket of low lying fog. I told Sharon to look, and as I
turned back myself, I noticed a striking similarity to the 'rainbow'
scene of previous night. There was the low gap of illuminated sky
between the horizon and clouds. But the light of the cars were like the
rainbow, and at the moment I looked back, two cars were clearly visible
and their headlights were positioned right above the horizon, in the
strip of light.
"I immediately thought of the dream scene and reminded
Sharon of the dream I told her, she confirming it, including my
puzzlement over the 'white rainbow.'
"Within a second the car lights behind me were no longer
aligned with the horizon.
"It is interesting that in the dream scene a
prophetic
character was announced, as in at least one
of my previous dreams and
in my father's '129' dream." (Triple
Coincidence)
3/2010. Lompoc.
I have faithfully reproduced above my original writing on this dream;
however it does not explain the event adequately. The precognitive
target was entirely a visual experience, not easily described with
words. What I saw on the highway was a hood of dark but oddly glowing
clouds, with a thin band of brightness between these clouds and the
horizon. As I looked, two cars, in adjacent lanes, appeared in the band
above the horizon with their headlights on. Thus I saw a band of light
with
two pairs of much brighter white lights separated by a gap. The same
image
was seen the previous night in the dream. But in the dream a fanciful
interpretation was constructed to explain the scene. The pairs of white
lights marked the beginning and end each of two concentric rainbows.
All
rainbows have such concentric pairs, the outer one being weaker or not
visible at all. In some other dreams of mine I believe narrative
content has also been constructed to explain an internal visual
perception, sometimes unlike anything that might be seen in the waking
world.
14.
Superior
Hangings
10/7/1984, morning. Oxnard. From journal, volume #6.
DREAM: "(Much forgotten) I am in a hall, and see a row of bodies hanged
by the neck
and suspended for public view. They are the victims of British colonial
punishment. Around me are others of the oppressed culture, but I am
white, the same as the oppressors. I collect myself, and begin to shout
about the cruelty of the British. My sentences seem very eloquent, but
there are long pauses between them. 'Is this a display of superior
British culture?' I say. (Much forgotten). Later I notice some of the
bodies are just small little dolls, naked, some held by string about
the legs." END
10/7/1984, evening. Oxnard. Some editing.
COMMENT: "Just watched the Reagan - Mondale debate. Certainly Mondale
got the better of it.
[Paragraph omitted] "I had planned to go to the Old Time
Fiddler's Convention, but instead went to the UCSB library. Looked at
books on political cartoons. ... In one book, Art and Politics
, Fitzgerald, Greenwood
Press, 1973, on page 87, I
encountered a cartoon from The
Masses, Aug. 1915. It shows two negroes dead on crosses. The
caption is 'In Georgia: The Southern Gentleman Demonstrates His
Superiority.' Before the crosses stands a southern "colonel" type. Note
that in the last dream recorded (this morning, and also told to my wife
before leaving) I saw 'victims of punishment,' implicitly of a
different race from myself. I denounced this, saying 'Is this a display
of superior British culture?' ... In the dream I had the oppressors as
'British' - in the book, on the page facing page the anti-lynching
cartoon, is a picture of the British lion leaping from England on
some fighting foreigners. Another curiosity: in both cases the artist
is Robert Minor. My brother's first and middle names are 'Minor
Robert.' [omissions]
"I had never seen this book before, though I had
half expected to look at political cartoons today. I would not call
this a convincing example of precognition, but it has that curious mix
of multiple coincidence and permutation that seem to characterize such
experiences. And there is no question of the prior recording of the
dream.
"Now I recall why I record dreams in such detail -
one principal reason was to pick up on any precognitive detail - since
minor elements may be involved. Perhaps 'precognition' is a poor word -
it does not seem sensory or perceived - there is just some structural
convergence of two causally unrelated experiences. Thus both in the
dream and the cartoon, humans are killed and suspended [for public
display], and this act is satirically denounced as claimed superiority.
In the book, the perpetrator jumps over from the next page to match the
dream, and my brother's names are permuted.
"Incidentally, a month or so ago, Sharon and I put a
'double whammy' (simultaneous) on Reagan, that he would stumble over
his words. It was all in fun, well, half in fun. Seeing him stumble
repeatedly tonight was fun. I got a good laugh when he said something
like 'I will affirm without hesitation my belief in God' - but in
saying this he hesitated! - on the word 'hesitate,' - saying 'hes ...
hesitate.' Check the tapes if you doubt me. Note the curious doubling
over a meaning and delivery - like some semantic snare. It actually
makes me doubt his sincerity - his belief in God - for the first time.
I have doubts myself, but I don't conceal them."
3/2010.
The dream was recorded
in the morning before seeing the book at UCSB. It appears above in its
entirety. After some intervening accounts of routine events, the
comment to the dream was written in the evening after returning home. I
have deleted some unrelated observations from this. Both in the dream
and in the book, one mocks the pretensions of
"superiority" by a culture that elevates for public display the victims
of its cruel punishment. This in itself is not strongly evidential of
precognition. But seeing these cartoons in this book would have
personal significance to me because of the combination of two familiar
names. Likewise seeing the article on Cappadocia
had a personal significance because I knew the author (see Cappadocia).
This seems
to increase the likelihood of being a target of precognition.
Perhaps the transposition of "Minor" and "Robert" even adds to that
likelihood, sparking the transposition of cause and effect in the
waking
versus the dreaming domains.
15. Freed
Animals
12/11/1984. Oxnard. From journal, volume #6. Comment edited 3/2010.
"Bob, my office mate, mentioned that 'animal liberation' released some
captive animals in Los Angles yesterday. He mentioned rats and horses -
some had herpes. This caused me to remember a particularly vivid dream
fragment from the night before."
DREAM: "I am in Los Angeles, many previous events are forgotten.
I am
walking next to a railroad track (perhaps the one along Santa Monica
Blvd.). Across the track I see large African mammals, walking in the
same direction (east) as I, parallel to the tracks but always on the
other side. I wonder what they are doing free, and speculate that they
may have been released, or escaped as a result of some previous (but
vaguely remembered) catastrophe, perhaps an earthquake or war.
"I stare up into the sky and see an immense giraffe, his
head and
neck towering many times higher than possible - and I see other
herbivores, all much larger than life. The image of these giant,
stately animas moving gracefully against the sky is very striking."
COMMENT: "The idea of deliberate release was not so clear in the dream,
and could have been a 'back formation' since I did not record the dream
until after hearing of the news of the release. Still captive animals
were
unexpectedly free in Los Angeles - in both dream and reality. At the
time I had not lived in Los Angeles for 17 years. All together this is
not weighty evidence for
precognition. Interesting though is the sudden remembrance when hearing
Bob mention the release, and the particularly vivid dream image."
16. Tunnel Flower
Below is the exact record of what I recorded
in my journal in 1988, based on two telephone calls with friend
Jana.
8/6/1988. Carmel, California. Recorded in
Oxnard, California. From journal, volume #10.
"Jana, the day before yesterday, told me of this
'strong and pleasant
and unusual' dream."
DREAM: "She enters a tunnel or cave. But it is not foreboding, and is
lined all about with a single type of flower. This flower is like a
Tiger Lily, but not exactly (black &
white with yellow). She comes out of the tunnel
at the walkway to her attic (where her mother's things were
stored). Later her mother is present in the dream (her mother died last
December or November). There are pleasantries exchanged." END
8/6/1988. By DWV, Oxnard.
COMMENT: "I was very interested in the striking imagery of a
tunnel lined with
flowers. I asked Jana to try to obtain a picture of one of these
flowers. Yesterday when I called her she concluded the conversation
with this remarkable incident. After telling me of the dream and after
describing the flower, the next day she saw her daughter carrying the
very same flower in her home. Here is how she got it. Jana's
ex-husband had a cake for them. He works in a hotel a mile or so north
of Jana's home. Someone had thrown out a corsage. He saw this flower
and thought Jana might like it so taped it onto the cake box. He
thought it was an 'orchid.' He does not habitually give Jana
flowers. This is only about the third or fourth
dream Jana has told
me. The flower is not so common - and she
described it to me
before it appeared in
her home. She did not tell her ex-husband about the dream. She
described the dream as unusual and vivid, and I took a particular
interest
in the flower."
17.
Quatal
Nunashish
5/3/1989. Ventura County, California. Recorded in Oxnard. From journal,
volume
#13.
"Alan has gotten involved with a congregation of the
Native American
Church. ... On Saturday he will return to Pine Mountain for another
church ceremony.
"He was introduced to this group, that lives on a
ranch
on the Ojai side of the Pine Mountain Inn, by Paul. ... There is a
medicine man, ... who has encouraged Alan and
implied he may be
suitable for advanced training. So far Alan has participated in two
sessions in a smoke house with four or five other men. They beat drums,
throw water on hot rocks, take turns praying (to 'grandfather'), and
sing. ... Certain rituals are observed, but there is little doctrine.
The group emphasizes equality of the races, peace, ecology, family
life, sobriety. The leaders, others, travel much to other Native
American Church groups. They prefer family involvement, so Alan
suggests I come."
5/13/1989, 7:39 PM.
"I followed Alan to Pardner's ranch this
morning.
We parked and walked up
a
footpath past the ranch house. [Much omitted] Alan went to the Toyota
to
get two
large bottles of Pepsi he brought for Ken, the medicine man. We went
to his trailer and he invited us in. ... He talks deliberately, in
excellent English. He is a Chippewa, and that was his native tongue
until he was removed to a Catholic Reformatory School at age six."
[Much omitted]
"[Ken] started talking about a large hole
(natural) behind an aged
Chumash's home up Quatal Canyon (Ken aspirates the 't' in 'Quatal'). A
spirit comes out of that hole - it is about 12 feet tall and
featureless. It is harmless, but plays tricks on people. It checks to
see how people are treating the land. Ken said it came by Pardner's
ranch
once. It shook their trailer - he thought there was an earthquake.
"Alan then said he had seen this
himself. He said it was wearing a hat, had
a black void for a face, was 12 feet tall and slender and his car was
shaken." [omissions]
"I am fascinated by this. Ken placed little
importance on it, maybe
he
has much better spirits he deals with. ... I read
in California's Chumash Indians,
a
Santa Barbara Museum of Natural History publication [p. 41], of the nunashish - dangerous
creatures inhabiting the lower tier of this three tiered world. They
come up to our Middle World at night, where they are likely to
frighten anyone who should chance to see them."
3/2010. Lompoc, California.
Since Ken's description
of this spirit somewhat matched the traditional nunashish, he could
have been influenced by contact with local Chumash. The "aged Chumash"
he referred to was probably Grandfather Semu, who lived 6 miles up
Quatal Canyon. One of Ken's young cohorts lived with
Grandfather Semu. However the early account by Alan was completely
independent of Chumash legends or sightings. This created much interest
among friends of mine at the time; one from work was eager for us to
camp out in
Quatal Canyon. Attributing reality to an entity based on
independent observations of it is the stuff of ghost lore. Note also
the
kinship of this entity to European traditions of headless specters.
3/30/2010. Lompoc.
Today I talked to Alan on the phone and asked him what he remembered
about the above happenings. He remembers seeing an entity like Ken
described but only in a dream, and the location was not Quatal Canyon.
Instead, he was living in Los Angeles and the setting of the dream was
in the parking lot of a local market. He did remember his vehicle being
shaken in Quatal
Canyon at night, more than once. I now remember him telling me about
this memorable dream many years before, and it being in Los Angeles.
Perhaps back
on 5/13/1989 Alan did not elaborate on how or where he had seen
something like the spirit Ken had just described. So I falsely presumed
the sighting was the same place as the car shaking. This revised
version is not as interesting as the one originally recorded. But note
there, that Ken doesn't actually say he saw the nunashish either, but both
Alan and Ken report unexplained shaking in or near Quatal Canyon. Here
is a link to some
photographs of this beautiful canyon by David Rock.
18. Buda Pest
5/25/1990, 10:43 PM. Oxnard. From journal, volume #14.
"Last night I woke up at around 3 AM .... and turned
my
radio on to KPFK-FM. A taped Alan Watts lecture was on, and he
mentioned a story about a woman who lived in Buda and her lover who
lived in Pest. I have never heard before (that I can remember) that
Budapest was once these two cities. I even wondered if it were true,
thinking that instead it was a play on words [since Watts often
lectured
on
Buddhism.]
"Driving to work this morning, listening to
KCSU-FM, the announcer introduced a piece by stating that it was
written
to celebrate the anniversary of the merging of Buda and Pest."
3/2010. Lompoc.
If the Alan Watts lecture was also selected to
be played on the anniversary of the merging of Buda and Pest than the
above is not at all surprising, and even if not we remain in the domain
of coincidence. However it is worth noting that I very rarely listen to
the radio in the middle of the night. Thus one might ask: why did I
happen to wake up at 3 AM and turn on my
radio? Was it my way of producing an anticipation of an unexpected
statement I was to hear within a few hours?
19. Piano Tuner
7/18/1992, 8:22 AM. Oxnard. From journal, volume #17.
"Dreamed about a piano tuning last night. A
child wanted to play while the tuner worked. I told the child he
couldn't do that, that it broke the tuner's concentration.
"Then this morning, just now, a piece finally
ended on KPFK-FM. The host said he had a couple calls, and that one was
from a piano tuner.
This was the first sentence I heard this morning - the music had been
playing before."
8:51 AM. "I'm getting more into this 'piano tuner' event. True, I
didn't write the dream down first. And I suppose there is a chance I
could have made it up. But that seems extremely unlikely. Once reminded
of the dream (by the announcer's mention of a piano tuner) I
immediately recalled it in some detail. That is typical of dream
recall. In the dream I recall feeling that I may have been too
supervisory with the child - that I was over estimating how much the
piano tuner had to concentrate. But in reality obviously you couldn't
tune while someone was banging on the keys."
20.
Amazing
Glass
12/13/1992, 10:33 AM. Oxnard. From journal, volume #18.
"Forgot to mention - there was an unusual
'Mary episode' in Oxnard about a week ago. An image of the virgin
appeared as dirt on a window. People began to come. Eventually there
were hundreds. At one point some asshole fired a couple rounds,
wounding two people. After that the apartment manager had glaziers
replace the window. While carrying it away the image was destroyed by
the hands of the faithful, who wanted to receive benefit by touching
the image. I suppose if Mary were to appear in the flesh she would be
torn limb to limb. A personal note to this unusual event - it happened
at 5361 Perkins Rd - my old apartment building, in fact directly below
my #5 apartment. Duane had told me it was near where I lived, so I went
there [and confirmed the location]. There were no more people, no
image. But the front lawn and shrubbery were completely trampled and
destroyed. When I first moved there, there was an elderly Scottish (?)
woman living in that apartment. She used to play an organ-choir version
of Amazing Grace over and over."
3/2010.
There is very little paranormal aspect to this
story, but it is interesting and allegedly appeared in the Los Angeles Times,
though I never
read a press account myself. If anyone tracks this down I would love to
get a copy. There could be errors in my second hand account above.
There was a rumor that the woman who lived in the apartment had a
premonition a year previous that Mary would manifest to her. Both the
elderly woman and myself had moved away years before. I must have
heard Amazing Grace coming from below me over a hundred times.
Before finding the above account in my journal
books recently, I
had remembered and told this story differently. I had the music by
bagpipes, the image of the Virgin appearing a full month before I was
told about it, and I had completely forgotten about the shooting
victims. This shows how the memory can change details, shift things in
time, or delete important features altogether. If precognition is a
fact, we should not be surprised if it treats future content with the
same disrespect.
21. Shadow
Shadow
8/26/1996, 7:47 PM.
Oxnard, From journal, volume #21.
"As usual I was walking with Shadow behind
Oxnard College this morning at around 7:05 AM. I was walking on a dirt
road; Shadow was not visible, having entered the rows of potted
Christmas trees to my left. I was in a state of reverie, ... and
thinking of what I had written to W.H. I
saw
Shadow come out from between a couple potted trees, trot ahead of me,
and turn right where the road made a 'T' ahead of me about 20 feet. A
few seconds later I saw Shadow come out from between the same two pots!
My mind raced, as I tried to imagine how she could have circled around
so fast. Quickly I realized it was impossible, plus I was beginning to
have a strange feeling about the situation. I thought to myself: 'Oh my
God, you suppose she is going to do the exact same thing I just saw?'
And so in suspense I watched her trot ahead of me just the same, and
then she turned
right just as before! It was shocking and amazing. I at once thought it
would be hard to remember the incident - so told myself to remember it.
And I went up to Shadow, and noticed she wasn't panting, which she
would be if she had circled around (but there was not time anyway)."
3/2010.
Unlike most of the events here, I told a few people about this the same
day, even though it is one of the least believable. What
was most striking for me was what I experienced in the few seconds
immediately after Shadow came out from between the same two potted
Christmas trees the second time. My dog not only repeated the course I
had seen previously, but did so with the exact same motions - such
motions being something a dog owner gets very keen on, especially with
an athletic hound like Shadow. My best explanation is that in the
state of contemplation I was in, somehow I saw what was to happen
several seconds before it actually happened. Above left is a
picture
of myself and Shadow in Oxnard around 1993. To the right is a scan from
my journal showing the layout of the area I was in and the course
Shadow took.
22. Twin Pipes
5/22/1999. Lompoc, California. From journal, volume #23.
"Went to the Nipomo swap meet today; ... I was
looking around in one of the sheds and saw a cheap recorder in its
original package. Taped next to it ... was another recorder of a
different color. This triggered a memory of a dream from the previous
morning in which I saw a curious panpipe; two pipes attached, but
they are of different colors. I play them and marvelous Arabic sounding
music is produced. I wonder how I learned to do this."
3/2010.
When a waking event triggers the memory of a dream from the previous
night, caution requires that we consider if the dream
narrative in its entirety could have
been constructed instantaneously. But many dreams are remembered in
this fashion. It is simpler to presume these are actual memories of
dreams, rather than some instantaneous phenomenon that produces
identical results. Further, content may be dreamlike, as in the above
where it seems an unlikely panpipe is posited to explain the waking
experience of a taped together pair of cylindrical instruments of
differing
colors.
Analysis
First, we generalize the
concept of "precognition" so that it applies to all the possible
examples above. Also, this avoids saying more than we know, and may
provide some hints for where to look for new genres of the paranormal.
By "event" we mean anything that may be experienced - for
example, a
scene in a dream or in a day dream, a real
world
happening, a thought or intent, a fantasy or delusion, something heard
or read,
sense perceptions, natural phenomena, presence at a time and place,
etc. Events may influence other events, in part or whole, directly or
indirectly as by intermediate events. We say two events manifest a
"hyper-coincidence" if:
1. The
two events have one or more similarities that are, collectively,
extremely unlikely to occur by chance.
2. There is no known way that one event could have influenced the
similar content of the other, or that the similar content of both was
influenced by some third event.
For a typical "precognitive" experience the two events of the
hyper-coincidence are ordered in time: first a "pre-event" such
as a scene in a dream, and second a "post-event" such as a worldly
happening which is recognized to eerily match the pre-event. Often the
dream will be remembered only when the post-event is experienced. Since
the post-event follows the pre-event it is assumed it could not
possibly have influenced the pre-event dream. However even if the dream
has been forgotten, it could influence a post-event that depends on
acts of volition by the dreamer. Precognition is necessarily
statistical in nature - there can never be absolute certainty that
events have not unfolded as they have due to chance. But when there is
more than one anticipation in the same dream, the close-to-zero
probabilities of chance causation, roughly, multiply in assessing the
probability
that the dream as a whole was due to chance. This produces the near
certainty of precognition. Examples of such multiple anticipations
appear above in Cappadocia, Heidi Remembered, Triple Coincidence and,
less
convincingly, in Surprise Permission
and White Rainbow.
In assessing the probability of chance causation an important
consideration is the interval of time between the pre-event and the
post-event. Thus if you dream of a scene that eventually you see in a
movie, chance causation is much more likely if years have gone by and
in the interval you have seen a hundred other movies. Generally, this
involves sample sizes. Suppose
you dream that your next door
neighbor knocks on your door dressed in a clown suit and asks to borrow
some cinnamon. The chance of that actually happening the next day are
likely millions to one, definitley a hyper-coincidence. But suppose it
did happen, but you had
no such dream. If then you could search some online file of a
million dreams, finding one to match this post-event would not be
so unexpected. No such data base exists now, but
caution is necessary in evaluating online attempts to register
"prophetic" dreams. Similarly, published evidence for precognition of
famous catastrophes is unconvincing. Further, to make a better story,
we are told that the disaster itself was foreseen. But first learning of the disaster seems more
likely to be the post-event. To claim the contrary should require
supplying details of the disaster before they were publicly announced.
If someone dreams of a scene and then sees it in a movie, I doubt if
anyone would claim that this was unexplained cognition of the making of
the
movie, rather than precognition of seeing the movie.
All but perhaps one of the above precognitive dreams were fulfilled the
very day after the dream. This is not typical of examples in the
literature, and may be a personal trait. But all of the post-events
above are trivial; they do not involve life changing possibilities, nor
events reported by the press. If trivial post-events occur much later
than a day or so, by that time the pre-event is likely to be forgotten
and the precognition will not be recognized. I suspect it is rare to
remember dreams after 24 hours have passed - even if written down, most
are soon forgotten.
The Buda Pest experience above falls
well within the range of
coincidence, but it illustrates the possibility that both events of a
hyper-coincidence may be nearly identical real world experiences. If
fleeting dream images can anticipate worldly experiences, why should we
on principle reject the possibility that worldly events themselves can
anticipate
other worldly events? Or in the curious Crab
or Lobster experience, a
mother's misidentification anticipates a worldly experience.
Coincidence is a possibility here also, but this example was worth
giving to suggest the great variety of hyper-coincidences that may
exist.
If we look and fail to find a type, little harm has been done.
The term "precognition"
(and all its synonyms) suggests a prior "knowing," but the
phenomena seems much more general, and in none of the above examples
would a person have been able to make a prediction. Instead the
post-event
comes as a surprise, not as an expectation. Claims of foreknowledge of
a personal or public disaster receive much attention, and these often
involve predictions or saving actions. So predictive capacity should
not be ruled out, but such claims are inherently subject to the sample
size problem discussed above. For example, a very common paper chain
letter of prior decades warned that a recipient discarded the letter in
disbelief, and died nine days later. That is certainly a true claim! In
fact, likely this happened over 35,000 times! This follows simply from
the vast circulation of the chain letter and basic death statistics
(see Chain
Letter Evolution - calculation).
Often, during some phase in a person's life, essentially the same dream
will be experienced on many nights. Such recurrent dreams may also be collective. For example, probably
millions of people have dreamed that they were back in school and
experiencing frustrating difficulties. It is a bit puzzling
that people may have this dream even before they learn that others have
had the same dream. Other recurrent dreams may be strictly
personal, or at least presumed to be so. For example, for many years I
had dreams in which three men with questionable reputations appeared.
Other details of these dreams were totally different, so these three
scoundrels rated only as a recurrent feature.
In the Special Delivery dream I was
told that the blimp racers "would
be contacting me," and after I woke up I had the feeling that the dream
was precognitive. In the Cappadocia dream,
an unseen man tells me he is
building "Futurama." In
my father's dream in Triple Coincidence,
after giving him a number, a
disembodied voice tells him he "will find out" what it means. In the
White Rainbow dream, a old man tells me
that an image is
"prophetic." In all these dreams there is content that
declares the dream to be precognitive; and in two
cases, a particular dream element is specified that is to manifest
in the waking world. In three of these dreams the declaration of
precognition is by a person,
unseen except in the White Rainbow dream. The personifications involved
could be interpreted
to mean
that the dreamer is in contact with some metaphysical being that is
staging
the precognition. Alternatively, these persons, seen or unseen, that
make the declaration may be
dream rationalizations, just as in a dream of flying one might, for
example, dream
that this is taking place
on a world with little gravity. Whether
causative or explanatory, such declarations rank as a recurrent feature
of my precognitive dreams.
It
is a surprising fact that three or four
of the above twelve precognitive dreams have post-events which (1)
relate
to personal facts about the dreamer, and (2) would be considered
coincidences by themselves, even in the absence of a dream. In the
Superior Hangings dream, my attention
to the post-event is
guaranteed by the
first and last names of an artist, these names having family
significance.
Similarly, the post-event of the Cappadocia
dream involved a magazine
article that was written by an old friend of mine. In the Triple
Coincidence event, the actual number of a hospital room matched my
birth date. Finally, in the Special
Delivery event, the target
experience is receipt of an unexpected letter addressed to me. However
this receipt is not, by itself,
what we would consider a "coincidence." Like the above pre-event
declarations, these post-event personal coincidences rank as a
recurrent feature in my precognitive dreams. Such recurrences may hint
at what is going on in precognition, and if they involve the
post-event, they may help in designing more revealing
experiments.
Less specific forms of a surprise post-event appear in other items
above.
In
the Calling Danny hypnagogic
experience, the name "Danny" was a personal surprise both in the
post-event and the day dream, since the voice on the phone was not that
of my mother in both cases.
But this was not in itself a coincidence. It would
have been if the call were a wrong number. In the Surprise Permission
dream, the
post-event was odd and embarrassing, but not related to me personally.
The Buda Pest oddity, if it
somehow could be considered precognitive, is completely impersonal.
Likewise the Twin Pipes and
White Rainbow dreams both
have post-event visual
experiences that are odd but neither personal nor involving a
coincidence. So our post-event, the targets of precognition, definitely
have some
regularities, though just being unusual is probably an inherent
necessity since otherwise a match to a dream will not be so improbable.
Just one convincing precognitive dream, verified by witnesses,
undermines the orderly view of the world that has taken millennia to
develop. Even quantum mechanics, with its possibility of
interconnectedness and simultaneous influence,
has trouble digesting precognition. If God plays dice, is he
rolling too many doubles?
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